Time Waits For No Man.
07 Apr 2011 Leave a Comment
have been thinking a lot about life,
ever since one of my lg members father
passed away really suddenly,
ever since the two recent horrific tragedies
that happened in singapore.
the fragility of life.
i thought about
how much have i really appreciated my friends/family,
how much ive taken some of them for granted,
how much did i really express my gratitude for them.
and as cliche as it may sound,
i thought of how life would be if i were to lose any of them,
suddenly.
being brought up in a traditional chinese family,
it has never been easy being open about expressing love.
you know the funny awkward feeling.
and as much as i truly love my mother and brother,
i guess if anyone ever ask any of them if i love them,
they wouldnt know how to answer too.
cos i dont express it to them.
sometimes my actions dont even show that i love them.
cos sometimes its just too awkward to show it,
i dont know.
and i thought about how much i’ve neglected
my grandmother. =/
you know a couple of months back,
i still remember how much i would go all out
for this particular close friend of mine.
and now, i dont know,
cos of all that have happened;
theres just this sense of separation.
perhaps im just thinking too much.
i feel that he doesnt care about this friendship anymore.
but i cant blame him since i didnt care about him for a period
after knowing “more” about him.
he doesnt initiate anymore.
what to do, oh what to do.
i still treasure him as a friend,
considering how much we’ve went through in the past.
and despite all that are happening,
time doesn’t stop.
it waits for no one.
life still has to go on.
i just wanna thank G for all the people
He have sent into my life;
family and friends,
though i rarely say this,
i love you from the bottom of my heart.
